Thursday 30 October 2014

Wash and BeWEAR


It was another freezing Thursday in Ottawa. February was always cold but today seemed to be exceptionally colder than normal. Michelle was used to doing her laundry every Thursday in the little Laundromat just three blocks from her third floor apartment. Her boyfriend Roger worked nights until they could finally afford their own washer and drier. He didn’t get off work until 11pm every night, so Michelle had to get used to spending her evenings alone in their apartment. After another cheap dinner she could barely afford, Michelle bundled herself up in her winter jacket, gathered this week’s dirty laundry and headed out the door.

She cleared the snow off of her little beige Buick and got inside. The car always took two tries to start (yet again another reason Roger had to work nights so they could afford a better car to go with a washer and drier). Her hands felt frozen and she regretted not taking her gloves when she left. She jimmied her key in the ignition a second time and off she went.

A light snow just started falling and the quiet streets seemed so peaceful. It was a small, unsupervised Laundromat and Michelle was surprised to not see Tina there tonight. Tina was always there on Thursdays, just like Michelle. Not thinking much of it, she took her clothes out of her basket and placed them in one of the washers. She was alone in the Laundromat tonight so she couldn’t make awkward small talk with anyone (not that she could be bothered with that anyways). She waited for her clothes, sat down in one of the chairs and took out the book she was reading. Six minutes passed and in walked a stranger. Michelle had never seen this man before, which was odd, as she always knew the usual people who went to this Laundromat. He was very tall, and had dark olive skin and long, dirty brown hair. He was wearing ripped jeans and a black leather jacket that matched his almost black eyes. He stared at Michelle not saying a word. Michelle immediately felt uneasy and she noticed he didn’t have any laundry with him. In her mind she asked herself, “Who comes to a Laundromat with no laundry?” He walked slowly towards her and smiled. Not that it was a sinister looking smile, because it wasn’t at all but Michelle got up trying to act nonchalantly so he wouldn’t notice her sweat-pouring forehead or racing heartbeat. She dropped her book on the floor without even noticing and grabbed her clothes from the washer, throwing them in her basket. They were sopping wet. She was sure she had probably left a few articles of clothing on the way out as she went from a brisk walk to a literal jaunt to her car, but she didn’t care. Her hands were shaking as she took her cars keys from her pocket and got in her car, immediately locking her doors. The man was still inside the Laundromat then he picked her book off the floor and walked slowly outside towards her car. Michelle couldn’t see him coming because her car was covered in a light layer of snow, which she had no time to clear off. She relentlessly jimmied her key in the ignition and of course, this would be the time her car wouldn’t start. Just like every classic horror movie. She sat there panicking as her car refused to start and terrible thoughts filled her head. She hated Roger for taking the night shift and making her go by herself to the Laundromat every Thursday. She hated the fact that he dropped out of school to “find himself” a.k.a work full-time making minimum wage for the rest of his life. She hated the fact that she had to put their wedding on hold until they could afford a washer and drier. She hated the fact that she drove a piece of crap Buick that would never start. She hated the fact that she knew something bad would happen.

Her eyes filled with tears, as she feared that the man was approaching her car. The shotgun seat was literally soaking wet from the clothes, which were almost frozen by now. Two minutes passed and she was still in her car, not knowing if the man was still there or had left. He approached her car, took his hand and slowly wiped off the snow on her car window. He pressed his face to the glass and his black eyes pierced right through her. She felt paralyzed. She could not move. He then showed her through the window, the book she had dropped inside and gave her a menacing wink.

11:17 pm and Roger returned home. He always walked to and from work. He took off his coat and boots, grabbed a Dr. Pepper from the fridge and turned on the TV. He called out to Michelle to tell her the news but heard no answer. He figured she must have already gone to bed. He would have to wait until morning to tell her about his promotion and that they would be able to afford a washer and drier in a couple of months. Even though he proposed two years ago, he could also afford an actual ring for her by March. He watched TV for an hour, and then headed to bed. He rolled over and felt nothing.

Roger shot up from the bed and panicked. He frantically called out to her but heard no response. He called her parents apologetically for waking them up, but they had no idea where she could be. He called her cellphone and heard a noise from her bedside table. She had forgotten her cellphone. Still in his pajamas, Roger threw on his coat and boots and ran out the door. He noticed the car was not parked outside their apartment building and immediately became furious with himself for never noticing in the first place. He realized it was Thursday, which meant laundry day. It was 40 below freezing, yet he was sweating as he frantically ran towards the Laundromat. He fell to the ground, partly out of breath, partly out of what he was visualizing in front of him - Michelle’s book in the red-stained snow.

Wednesday 22 October 2014

A letter to "sum" up how I feel

Dear Math,

It is not that I hate you, or despise you, or never want to see you again. It is that you are complicated and your view of life is as though things are black and white. But the thing you don't understand is that life is more than just black or white, and right or wrong. There are always grey areas and more than just one right answer. You complicate life for a lot of people with your tough questions and you can create problems and stress for many students like myself. Why must you do that? I understand your value in life and how useful it is to have mathematical knowledge, but you are always changing and somehow get more and more difficult as the years progress. I want to like you, I really do, but I have to confess that once I finish my required math courses for my university degree, we will have to go our separate ways. I may think about you from time to time and sure, I will use you in my everyday life... But this relationship was not meant to last. To me, you are a cutie 3.14 but that it not enough to keep me interested. I need more than theorems, fractions, angles and equations. This relationship has too many variables and I can't always keep up. I'm sure you have much to offer other students and please don't take this personally, but you + me = no solution.

Sincerely,

A hard working math student

Thursday 2 October 2014

My best poem of all time

Time.
It is always running out. So why is there never enough? Strange how time works. It always passes too quickly, or too slowly. And if you’re not careful it will pass you by in the blink of an eye. 
Time literally flies, and not only when you’re having fun. Time is endless, so why are we 
killing time? We are waiting for the time to pass but hope certain moments will never 
end. We have no time to lose. Time is of the essence. We think we have all the 
time in the world. Yet we forget to call our friends or make time for the little 
things. Half the time we are so consumed with how much time we 
have, that we miss beautiful opportunities. Timing. It really 
is everything isn’t it? How important it is to be in the right 
place at the right time. When time is on your side, 
it somehow gives you hope that your life 
happened for a reason. And for others, 
we are always ahead or behind time. 
But never on time. Either too early 
or too late. To be in time with the
music of your life. Timing. 
There is a time and place 
for everything. There is 
a time to be happy and 
a time to mourn. A 
time to live and 
a time to die.
Time.
Over time
we learn. All
we can do is take
life one step at a time.
One day at a time. Time
and time again we will make
mistakes. Time after time, we learn
important lessons that Cyndi Lauper failed
to teach us. Only time will tell if your life is
everything you hoped. How important it is
to live each day to the fullest, as it’s only a matter
of time before all of our time has passed and we can
no longer get it back. Every second, every minute,
every hour, every day is precious. Time is ticking and
will never reverse. Time is impatient. Always moving and
will never wait for you. Can you keep up? Time has limits. There
is not enough time to get everything done. So why did you waste all
of that time? There is a first time for everything. Those are the times
we remember the most. As time vanishes away, we sometimes forget.
But please don’t lose track of the time. We must take the time to recognize
that time holds the power to heal, and holds the power age us. Take your time.
You can’t rush your life. This is your time. This is our time. This is the time to speak 
your mind. Don’t take your time for granted. We will regret the times we didn’t say I love 
you. The times we didn’t take a risk. Time itself, may be the most valueable concept of all
time.